Some Background Info

I am a mum, that for the rest of time is my job!

I have 2 beautiful girls, Brogan Sian who is 7 years old & my new addition Violet Hope who is 4 months. I had my first daughter at 17 to an older (yet immature) man who I refer to as sperm donor! We werent really in a relationship, infact he was engaged to someone else, so when I found out I was expecting shocked was my main reaction. Unsurprisingly he never stuck around, he never has or will have anything to do in her like, I prefare it that way.

My pregnancy with her went well and 2 days late on 12th December 2002 she was born at 6.11am weighting 8lb 7oz, my life as a mum had begun. . .

Life went passed quickly with a baby to look after, I forgot about me and ended up in a spiral of postnatal depression and self-harming. During this time I was in a relationship, which looking back now was wrong to be in. I went to college when Brogan was 8 months to study my HND in Biomedical Science, when she was 20 months and I was in my 2nd year she started nursery & thived in there my proper little madam. In the October 2004 I broke up with my (now) ex, i was finally starting to see the light at the end of a dark PND tunnel and realised we were no lnger good for each other, a few weeks after our split he was back with his ex, now when I think back im pretty sure they were seeing each other before we split.

Fast forward a few years, a house move and lots of smiles and tear in between and I decided to got back to uni and finish my degree, as I hadn't been studying for 3 years I decided to repeat my 2nd year so in September 2007 I went to (what is now) UWS in Hamilton to Study Applied Bioscience with Biotechnology, it was here I met my soulmate Chris, we were in the same class and quickly became friends. As our friendship grew so did my feelings for him and on 18th January 2008 we went on our official 1st date after our last exam and have been a couple ever since. Our life together was great and he got on famtastic with Brogan, she liked him loads as well.

On Friday 27th March 2009 our lives changed when 2 blue lines appeared on a test stick, we were now expecting our own little bundle of fun, no the best time for it to happen but thats a whole other blog, I grew massive throughout my pregnancy and 12 days late on 10th December 2009 at 4.22am Violet Hope arrived in the world weighting in at 8lb 9oz. The rounds of nappies, feeds, babysick and sleepless nights had begun again. . .