I had man exam this morning on Pharmacology: Factors Affecting Drug Action,I should be sat just now in the hall doing it, instead Im at home writing this!
My stupid mobile decided lastnight that it wasnt going to work properly, it was playing up really bad & not letting me press the keys, I got it working before I went to sleep, hoping it didn't stop during the night. Well it did & never went off this morning to get up for School with Brogan & to get me to my exam. Brogan usually up by 7am & she slept on as well, Violett decided she was going to sleep in the morning after having me up 5 times during the night! She decided lastnight she didnt need sleep! I only had about 4 hours sleep in little bits & bobs so this morning I am absolutely shattered!
Even if I did get up in time & go in for my exam, I never got as much studying done yesterday as I wanted, had another argument with Chris, seem to be having them alot lately, maybe its just my hormones! Plus with Violet not wanting to sleep lastnight I never got a chance to do it then either, then she had me up most of the night so would have proberly fallen asleep in the exam hall Im that tired this morning.
Im lucky in a way that I wasn't being pressured into doing the exam as I have mitigating circumstances from this semester & my first attempts are being held off until resits in August, hoping the I pass it then now, got coursework to do for other classes as well over the summer so at least that way it gives me something to do then as Im so bored with being sat at home everyday just now, think its making me feel worse.
Pretty sure I have depression again, hate the way I feel just now, yesterday I felt like running away & never coming back, I even wished I was dead.
I also feel like crap today, I have a sore throat & my neck all swollen up, pretty sure I have put on more weight, God I wish I knew what the hell is wrong with me!!!!!
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